it's supposed to be hard.

so i have been trying to think of something funny to write about since my last several post were a little serious. i honestly am so exhausted after such a crazy day at work that my mind is blank.

okay a few cool things that are going on in my life:
1. i got my bonus check today at work. i can always use extra money.
2. i have really been getting into yoga as a way of relaxing as well as doing some sort of exercise.
3. india is coming up really really fast. i leave in less than 3 months.
4. spring break is in like 2 weeks. i have no plans except to sleep in and relax every day.

and of course some not so cool things:
1. the government took a huuuuge chunk out of my bonus check. thank you, mr. obama.
2. school is so crazy and clinicals even more so. i feel so overwhelmed and and even more underprepared. i feel like i am not prepared for this semester at all. i am honestly barely making it through each week. i have more homework than i have time to complete it.
3. i leave in less than three months? how am i going to get everything done before i leave? i have so much to do and so much more money to earn and scholarships to fill out. eek!
4. spring break is coming up so that means mid terms are coming up. that means days of running on empty. waking up and starting a caffiene IV drip just to be awake enough to get through class. days of the only alone time you get is in the bathroom and the shower and even then your mind is focused on all the massive amounts of studying that there is left to do.


in spite of all of the craziness sounding my life, i know that everything is going to be ok. one of my nursing girls posted this quote on facebook today and it was definitely something that i needed to hear: "it's supposed to be hard! if it wasn't hard, everyone would do it. the hard is what makes it great."

that's all i have time for. remain encouraged ;)